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I just want to say i am sorry
15. January 2012 - 10:10
#12
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
Hi psi, if i can give you an advice go see some doctors for those drug & alcool problem, its the best thing to do.I know well all those bull**t, spended 10 years on many teknival in france and see where this artificial paradis goes -> nowhere.People on internet and in real life can't help you, only you can.i also know that one day you will be sincerely sorry and next day when beeing drunk you will totaly loose control and act like a dumb.You are sad in your head and its normal cause with hight dose of alcool you become depressive and finish to cant smile without any tear of this poison.And even if that sound a bit "moralist" i went away of all that by making some sport, focus on some creativ hobbies like music, its a good way for forget time and its really beneficial for your mind stability to create something from zero with your hands.
Some years ago a doctor said me that if people don't stop after 10 years they will never stop, and beetwen the time you decide to really stop and the moment you catch this goal it toke more or less 3 years.All that was right, i confirm.
So take care of you, and damn.....you a man, so fight !!!! or die, its the law of this game....
15. January 2012 - 10:54
#13
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
Awww, poor boy. So, now we should take pity on u and give u a hug, right?
Ask Paradise about that, he understands u best of all. Oh, and I'm sure he can give u even more than just a hug 
15. January 2012 - 11:21
#14
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
para one time o thought u binded that quote 
wrote:NO SPAM TOPIC ! THIS WERY SERIAL TOPIC ! ADMIN BANANA HIM ! NOA !SRY CPSLCK !
wrote:99% of errors on a pc are in front of it.
15. January 2012 - 11:30
#15
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
wrote:Awww, poor boy. So, now we should take pity on u and give u a hug, right?
Ask Paradise about that, he understands u best of all. Oh, and I'm sure he can give u even more than just a hug
I don't expect a low life 16 year old brat incapable of thinking outside
her tube (tv) made-up world like you to ever understand the
complexities of life; as a barbie doll your deal is to basically revel
in the mirror and draw little red hearts on papers while shedding a tear
after finishing your little scribbling. Fact is psi is a part of this community
and in time as spending some of those 24 hours you have each day in a
certain place repeatedly, you begin to have a sense of belongingness.
It's that feeling which drove psi to write his struggles here to be
encouraged and to practically get some useful advice or just to feel
like someone cares for him and might lend him a hand. Desperation, is
something your little pink fecal of a brain is disjunct with, so that's why the given transparent and purely feminist point of view poorly written, nul but maybe linguistically rich for brain damaged gorillas was the only thing your severe level of retardation was able to puke out. I'll hand you over some respite to reiterate your nonsensical comment to which maybe upon loudly reciting it, you'll realize the look-addict narcissistic attitude of yours successfully renders you as just a mere sexual toy no one ever finds anything interesting about, asides from the libidinous and beastly ghetto sex you just might be a player for. Other than that if your feminist retaliation mechanisms will kick in at full speed kindly take the time to instruct your neuron that logic paired with empathy and life experience are the best means for gnashing out a constructive comment which might just make you look better than the dog shit I don't even bother grazing off my shoes.
15. January 2012 - 11:46
#16
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
I don't like pink, Paradise.
How your outstanding brilliant brain which is full of deep psychoanalysis didnt get that? Though, in the society of attention whores u manage, u would be awarded as an Unbeaten The Stupidest Whore of the Year, keep goin!
And hug your friend, already. No, do it silently.
15. January 2012 - 12:01
#17
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
wrote:
I don't like pink.
wrote:NO SPAM TOPIC ! THIS WERY SERIAL TOPIC ! ADMIN BANANA HIM ! NOA !SRY CPSLCK !
wrote:99% of errors on a pc are in front of it.
15. January 2012 - 12:04
#18
Netherlands
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
wrote:
I don't like pink.
NO HOMO !
15. January 2012 - 13:52
#19
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
I can relate to dolldolldollyfuck trying to be most awesome and coldhearted or whatever. But i think he have been hurt before and took it bad - poor kid probably he who needs all warm fuzzy man-love and now he are jealous.
I have been looking for help about my drug and alcohol abuse, my doctors are examine about ADHD and consider to give me recipie for Ritalina or concerta. If that doesnt work im fucked. Haha. Nah i just find other ways to stimulate the dopamin level in my brain. I think its all about that.
About lags i cant do a shit about it. I have a 4G modem but the area where i am at have no covering for 4G only 3G and they also lower the connection if i have downloaded beyond 30 GB / Month which i have. 
15. January 2012 - 14:13
#20
Re: I just want to say i am sorry
Not, rly, Psi. I just dont believe such "true to life story" topics. If u needed a real help u wouldnt search for it in a place like this and in a way like that.
Though, if u feel better i'll tell u i forgive u for everything, even for calling me "he"!
Love and piece, lil flower!
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Anyway, i still will be playing as long as i can. If i sense i getting angry i just quit.
Lucky for me they were cheap. 
I have already smashed my second keyboard for this year
You know when its psyen (: