Yea i kinda noticed that. Many friends of my tend to think like that too. But words ain't worth a shit if you don't live up to them. Witch they don't.

Its a difference to feel unique and to actually be unique. I can feel god-like in certain occasions. That doesn't mean i am god-like, right? Anybody can feel that way.
Anyway. I don't feel like i have to explain why i am so special and unique. If you other people are dummies in my universe you all should understand why i am special and the rest of you are not. So basically this is my universe and the rest of you shall worship me because i am your creator. This is my imagination and that actually explains allot.

Like why you all look like living question marks when i share this divine universal truth! But I am afraid this divine message will be in vain. Its like explaining equations to an retarded ape.

Nah i did was sorry and i have take action to help myself. Like starting an addiction treatment. But i still have that short fuse and gets angry like "that"

Hehe nice site of sorry-formulas. It will come in handy someday

Well at the time i really felt like i had to apologize and it really came from the bottom of my heart because i was regretful. But then people started to insult me and i was back at 0 again. I respect those who respect and understands me. And they are few. I call them true humane and goodhearted people. I respect them. But the rest are fucking imbecile and till the day they learn some manner i will continue be disrespectful to them till they learn which i guess they don't. They are apes and only understand bananas.

Me afraid of consequences? Everything you do have consequences. Every choice you make and every step you take. You can live your whole life righteous and then one day a light from a clear blue sky strikes and kill you. Was your righteous good Christian path worth anything to you then? Did your "God" save you?

Im not afraid of consequences because consequences don't mean a shit to me. Jail, health, loosing people? Or god sending me straight to hell. I really don't care because in the end. Whatever choice you make, good or bad something else will be taken away from you. Go to heaven and live forever at the cost of real free will. If you don't do what god wants you go straight to hell.

And in hell where there is party 24/7 watching playboy porn, fuck hot broads, kill at will, maybe one day gather strenght to kill satan himself and run your own private little hell. Order your horde to sodomize fresh little fallen angels for the sake of lulz.
I don't know about you. But that sounds like heaven to me at the cost of little pain. Rather that than humiliation in eternity.

And thats my point. Then why be afraid of consequences at all?