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Limit = i can stay on my feet and move like a normal person, i can talk almost like a normal person.

Yea, ofc, let me correct you, Limit = you "believe" you can stay on your feet and you think you move like a normal personal and you have the "impression" that you talk like a normal person.

Nevertheless, 1,5 L Vodka, if i calculate it on my self, Height 184 cm, 90 kg, 31 years, drinktime 4 hours, it would be my death, and ofc yours.

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mow thinks we all are german XD

Start time: 20:00 hour
End time: 00:00 hour
 
you have drunk                          number off
a half bottle of Wodka (o.35 l)        4x
alcohol in blood                           6.83 Promille

Frank, to act kinda normal with 6,5 promille u need extremely hard train, not that it is worth to train, hell no, while 3 promille is already a deadly dose for normal people. Beside that, beeing such trained have heavy side-effects, like totally fucked up personality (if u want it or not), totally fucked up reflexes (doesn't fit on rusty), a puffed up face, etc bla bla

So, if rusty is such an alcoholic he wouldn't be such a decent player, even not if he stopped drinking 5 years ago, since his anticipation-abilities would be heavy damaged through such a strong constant alcohol abuse.

And i doubt this is rusty:

i Am getting real tired of you. you roll in on the forum topics and think you are mr.smart and know all. and i my self know people that have had almost as muich Promille as him and still live today. so stop your Bshiting ffs

i doubt that this promille counter is exact... i mean i cant drink very hard, id say mediumgerman hard^^ like.. 1 bottle of booze would be my maximum for an evening, mb a little more or less depending on time and mood. according to that i would have had 3promille very often in my life and i highly doubt that, afaik ur already uberdrunk with 2 promille.
i have a very bad history with alcohol and other stuff too.. and i was 95% sober (excluding coffee) the last few years including my travels and everything. nowadays i drink (etc) sometimes, less than once a week and im already really skeptical about my behaviour, but i keep it pretty low and i wont change much in the next time.. still, and thats the sad part, i already am sure that i will have to change this someday because for me its impossible to completely control it..
also, and more importantly, it doesnt really fit to my goal of life, to live a "truthful life". imo drinking equals lying to yourself.
so the question is, why do i do it at all? the answer has to be i am addicted (no matter how heavily). and i guess im not the only one.